PUSH IT.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
pardon me, (im pmsing, i didnt have a really good day and ive been holding this fr too long)
but i really gotta say things here.
cus i cant say it anywhere else. cause if i write a letter, i dont know when to give it to you.
and yes, it'll be so damn difficult to.
so here goes.
i guess things didnt work out fr us even when we try to reason things.
yet, again, either of us shun away.
and it really really sucks cus i dont know when this is gon end.
and maybe it will, cus maybe this friendship already ended so we wont have to fight anymore.
its absolutely dumb, to fight over stupid things like how the present should go to you.
then again, whatever that happens to me is dumb. so yeah, im sorry you have to be in it.
anw. you know it, i know it, we both do. you dont want to talk to me,at all.
there isnt even a basic respect of 'hi'. its just always, 'huh.'
maybe i just cant stand the way you talk to me?
and we seldom talk at all, and when we do, it all goes wrong.
i guess im just insensitive and childish that i never really learn.
and really, im not being sarcastic.
sorry to spoil your night, yet again.
i thought i could talk things out.
but its time to face it, with the changed you, nth really works.
ill leave that junk at your grand's and ill tell her im sorry that i bothered.
you already hate me, far too much, that i dont think your gon stop having a grudge.
so even if i do this, i wont make you hate me more, since you alr do.
its been more than a year man. gawd. its good ive got bad memory.
thanks fr replying.
ciao.
i waited from
2:00 AM
